It hurts so fucking much. What did I do Tommi? Why did you walk away. Why did you leave my house for the last time. I still think about you every single day, and I still love you more than I've ever loved anyone or anything. More than I ever imagined I could love. You were the light of my life, and you taught me so much. You showed me how to love, how to be thankful for everything in my life. Told me that I can get through anything. You taught me that life can be a beautiful thing. And now all of those lessons are fading.
You were always there. You never yelled, or raised your voice. You were gentle, and happy. Everything you said to me was the truth. I believed you when you said forever, but I guess I never should have. You broke my heart to pieces, but I'd run back to you in a heartbeat.